how can I be so stupid all the time !!!!!
have you even feel like that when you found someone that love you so much, you’ll never have to care who hate you or don’t like you ?
Because you know that deep inside there will be this one person, who will love you no matter what. I think when you find someone like that, you will never have to worry about anything.
I have been thinking a lot about things in my life lately, something have been bothering me. Sometimes I wonder how strong/weak my heart is. I feel like I want to shout out how thing is, but at the same time I want to keep it to myself, like I keep things in a little box and then I hide it somewhere deep inside my heart, hoping someday,someone can open it/them with me.
I want to write everything to you, I want to know if you feeling fine or not, I want to see what you see, want to understand the way you feel. I realize how much I want you and want to be with you, but then I also realize that if I can turn this passion into something more than passion, and take it to another level, turn it into something that can last forever, it would be nice. We might be too young to understand what that is, but I want to do it. I want to have a strong heart, so that I can never give up things or people that I really love. I want to have a strong heart, so that when you tell me “I can’t do this anymore” , I will not run away and fall for anyone right away. I want to stay until someday you know you are ready, ready for me and ready to be with me. I want to be ready all the time.